• 12:55 AM, Wednesday, September 19, 2007
got my haircut today(: went to mystic with linxin charlotte and sokteng. haha. sokteng and charlotte went to accompany me. nice friends i have! (i mean it)=D
sheesh! i just rmb i haven reply charlotte and joey's postcard. haha. i'm supposed to pass it to them tmr >.< this is how we communicate. haha. quite surprised that both of them wrote to me. cause i just randomly took two postcards and ask them to write to me. lol. btw, the postcard is black. should i just use liquid to write? =D
k. guessed i'll write ltr. anyway it takes less than five mins. so.. yeah.
i realised sth. these few days i get pissed easily=/ thats because ______ and ________ is making me irritated. people who are close to me should be able to fill in the two blanks. yeah. i guess i've reached my limit. i really cannot take it anymore. thats why i acted this way. (banging the table, screaming SHUDDUP!) i was really irritated. i shouted shuddup and they continued screaming like no one's business. you know how it feels when you are on the phone, esp when the caller is so soft, people arnd you are all screaming and shouting. this sucks=/ why cant they just shut up for a few moments? maybe its my fault? cause i should have just get out of the class and continue my conversation? k. they are just too noisy. even if i'm outside the class, it is still useless.
ahh..!!! i just have to be more patient.
i will try to.. (: (forcing myself to)
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watched abt fifteen minutes of one litre of tears today. i simply forgot that today is a tuesday. stupid me=/ i watched for merely fifteen minutes. yet tears flow down non-stop >.< this is the second time i'm watching this episode. i was telling myself, "okay. aya's sister(i suddenly forgot her name) will be wearing the higaka(sth like that, cant rmb too=/ i suck i know) school uni out. dont cry" .... but, i still cant control myself. the moment she stepped out, i cry like hell. i was so touched by what she did. i was smiling and crying at the same time ='(
*i still have a lot more to say. but i'm too tired now. i'll continue some other day. probably tmr..
